Why?

Gary got a phone call this afternoon from St. George city. It wasn't a good one. They had to recind the job offer due to some policy issues that had to do with their hiring for the new department. They said they don't know when it will be resolved and the job will open again - it could be weeks, it could be months. It's the kind of news that just maeks you sick to your stomach. I cried when he told me. I was so looking forward to the whole move & job. It is depressing. We had made the deposit and paid the first months rent on the Hurricane townhouse already. I called the landlords and I think they'll refund all of our money. We had also scheduled a moving truck, which we'll have to cancel tomorrow. I just don't understand why we are having such trouble with a job. Gary says it's to test our faith. Mine is about to the limit. I still want to cry every time I think about it. Well, heres to trying again.